He thought of the house as his own, though for years it had been irretrievably mortgaged. And during these months of illness and despair he was struck again and again by the wonder of being in his own house, the audacity of it: to walk in through his own front gate, to bar entry to whoever he wished, to close his doors and windows every night, to hear no noises except those of his family, to wander freely from room to room and about his yard, instead of being condemned, as before, to retire the moment he got home to the crowded room in one or the other of Mrs. Tulsi’s houses, crowded with Shama’s sisters, their husbands, their children. As a boy he had moved from one house of strangers to another; and since his marriage he felt he had lived nowhere but in the houses of the Tulsis, at Hanuman House in Arwacas, in the decaying wooden house at Shorthills, in the clumsy concrete house in Port of Spain. And now at the end he found himself in his own house, on his own half-lot of land, his own portion of the earth. That he should have been responsible for this seemed to him, in these last months, stupendous.
Friday, June 19, 2026
A House for Mr. Biswas
Under the banyan tree
Under the huge banyan tree
Who loves to sit with me,
And sing his soulful songs,
Watch the tender leaves flicker-
Come here, come here, come here!
Here we shall live
With no worries
All through this summer.
Our dreams soar sky high
Forever in the sunshine
Happy where we are
Happy with what we have
Come here, come here, come here!
Here we shall love
With no fears
All through this summer.
Wednesday, April 22, 2026
Green Again
A bit of thunder and lightning to look
And feel brave and happy at times.
The swooping airshow by the kites;
Caught by the eye and not on the lens,
The evening palettes in hues of blue,
That brings back some thoughts of you.
Like a chorus in a song, you play nonstop,
While I watch the skies and the rain,
Look at the fresh green banyan leaves
Turn wan in the summer sun like me.
The tiny heart-shaped leaves will flicker,
And our hearts will turn green once again.
Monday, March 16, 2026
Recompense
There is equally a word of love somewhere.
For the darkest hours of the wakeful night,
At the end of which is a beautiful dawn.
For the loss of innocence of childhood,
There is the growing maturity of years.
For the loss of a life near river green,
There is lot more sunshine to equal.
For the trenches that this life fell into
There are the new scales that it climbs.
For the years lost in search of dreams,
There are these words on a virtual page.
Which brings in daily, strange comfort,
For every friend lost, that of strangers.
Thursday, June 27, 2024
Songs of Sunshine
Saturday, June 11, 2022
On Air
The way your memory creeps up before my eyes
The way you croon your favourite songs and mine,
The songs that have stayed despite the long years
Playful, naughty, sad, philosophical or just
pleasant.
The songs that bring you back to me wherever I am
Wild dreams of being one with you body and soul
Spending endless hours in embraces like creepers
Despite the long sad years of absence and longing.
Though I long for our lost days with a heavy heart,
Those days of endless sunshine that were so perfect
Your sweet voice singing your favourites and mine
During all seasons and all times, every single day.
The songs that I listen on the radio this morning
Brings back a smile in this era of infinite longing.
Thursday, May 05, 2022
Daily
Let me travel with you once again
To a home near the River Green;
Let us play in the shallow waters
Like always in a lost sacred childhood.
Let me stand with you near a grave
Lost in renovation and forgetfulness;
Let me find love once again with you;
The lost beauty of love and smiles;
Let me sit beside you in a snakeboat
As it floats across the blue waters.
Let me colour this circle of life again
With a spot of red from your hands.
Pic: ndtv
Saturday, October 09, 2021
SOS
I didn't run for shelter before the storm
But kept wandering with a sinking heart;
Meanwhile you slipped out of my fingers
Nor did I get back to the real destination.
The same crossroads and the bittersweet,
Memories of a good life lost in the long run
While a hand that offered solace is now gone.
Now the roads stretch too wide and far
Nightmarish bleak turnstiles without you
You never knew the mirage of temptation
Or how the signs I followed have led me astray.
Finally, I find courage to write these words
For the winds to carry, before I drown again.
Saturday, August 29, 2020
Thursday, August 20, 2020
Dan Brown's Inferno
Saturday, June 27, 2020
Déjà vu
Skeletons in the Cupboard
Sunday, June 07, 2020
Sprout
You are my sprout that loves everything green and creeps over all these broken walls of old houses and old loves and broken dreams.
You are my sprout that cuts through words, flesh of my flesh, blood of my blood, born out of a green dream of having a name to leave behind.
Separation
I became a loser when I had to leave my home of seven years. The very memory brings tears to my eyes. The thought is devastating- I have to ...





